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its just another sordid secret i have and i want to let you in you have to promise that your lips are sealed and youll save me from my sins I asked for Jesus they sent me you instead... where were you twenty years ago before i woke up dead? i want to tell you all my fantasies im sure you already know the one where i walk without his weight and i am free to go i asked for jesus and who the fuck are you? i want some help with all this shit im going through will you please absolve me from the shackles of my hate point me on this crossroads i havent gt the energy to wait.... ive been going round in circles (and circles and circles...) please trip me up its time i learned to break these cycles (and cycles and cycles) Wake me up! i want to stop dreaming and live here in today but the past is there and the history is laid i want to move on and leave it all behind but the more i hide the easier i am to find..... i asked for jesus but they sent me you instead where were you twenty years ago? before i woke up dead?