second note

"SECOND NOTE" WAKING UP IN MY POOL OF BLOOD AGAIN WHY IS IT THAT EVERYTIME THIS HAPPENS THE LAST THING I REMEMBER IS YOU I BANDAGE UP THE CUT AGAIN CLOTH DOWN THE POOL RETURN MY KNIFE TO IT'S SHEATH TRING TO FIGURE OUT WHY THIS IS HAPPENING DAILY I TRY NOT TO THINK TO DEEPLY BECAUSE I DON'T NEED THE THOUGHTS AGAIN BUT AFTER THIS HAPPENS I FEEL REBORN BACK INTO THIS HELLISH WORLD AND MAYBE THAT'S WHY BUT YOU ARE ALWAYS ON MY MIND AND MAYBE THAT'S WHY MAYBE IN A SECOND NOTE IT'S THIS CUTTING THAT HELPS ME TO FORGET