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"UNKNOWN" I LOOK AT YOU FOR THE FIRST TIME AND YOUR EYES ARE BURNING A BEAUTIFUL CRIMSON I WANTED TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH I TRUELY DID BUT I WAS ALREADY STRUCK STUPID WITH LOVE FINALLY ABLE TO MOVE ON FROM THAT FIRST LOVE YOU COULD PICK UP THE PIECIES OF MY BROKEN HEART AND DO WITH THEM AS YOU PLEASED ALL WAS WELL UNTIL YOU WERE TOLD THE TRUTH WHY HAD I BEEN SO STUPID THE PRESSURE AND A NEED TO KEEP HER HAPPY I ALWAYS WANTED TO TELL YOU AND I KNEW I SHOULD HAVE BEFORE I GOT ATTACHED TO YOU AND FELT THE NEED TO HOLD I WANTED TO ASK FOR FORGIVENESS BUT YOU PUSHED AWAY UNTIL I WANTED TO DIE BUT YOU WOULDN'T LET THAT HAPPEN SO NOW I SIT BACK IN THE DARKNESS OF MY OWN THOUGHTS WRITTING AWAY KILLING MY PENCIL WISHING THAT I WAS THIS PENCIL SO THAT'S WHY SOMEONE WOULD USE ME FOR SOMETHING BUT ITS MY OWN CHOICE TO BE ALONE