the disease is knowing
By Eric •
"THE DISEASE IS KNOWING"
DESPITE EVERYTHING YOU THOUGHT
YOU STILL DID IT
AND IT STILL HURT EVEN THOUGH IT
SHOULD NOT OF
WAS IT YOUR WATCHING SOMEONE WITH SOMEONE
OR WAS IT THE FACT THAT I'M NEVER AROUND
I DID MY BEST TO MAKE YOU HAPPY
BUT YOUR SIMPLE REPLY WAS ANOTHER MAN
AND DESPITE EVERYTHING I SAID
THE DISEASE IS KNOWING THAT
I CAN'T TRUST
NOT EVEN MY OWN LOVE
THE DISEASE IS TAKING OVER AND YOU CAN'T STOP
WHAT YOU'VE DONE AS YOU
RETURN TO HIM EVERY FRIDAY
JUST BECAUSE YOU KNOW I CAN'T BE THERE
FOR YOU LIKE I SHOULD BE
YOU SHOULD HAVE JUST STOPPED HIM THE FIRST TIME