I can still feel your arms around me.
I felt so safe,
so warm,
so good.
I fell asleep,
and woke with you there.
Your heart was beating so fast.
a metronom to the lullaby of your breathing.
I woke to you kissing me,
I know you didn't want to,
but you let me fall asleep again.
and when I woke again,
you were still there holding me.
usually I dream of hell,
but when I woke up I was in heaven