I Miss

i miss it when you hold me tight i miss being filled with delight i miss being happy and gay i miss seeing sun all day i miss whole hearted laughing and smiling so hard it hurts i miss thinking life couldn't get better i miss life getting better when i thought it couldn't i miss the friends who didnt care what everyone else thought, who loved being who they were no matter what, who shouted at the top of their lungs in the cafeteria and didn't apologize I miss having fun and NOT waiting for something bad to happen But most of all I just miss how everything was. Why did things have to change.