What Happens?

do i do what i always want have i always played by the rules who gives comfort when neither can i can't see where i'm going and i shouldn't look at where i've been but there it is like a montser in the closet at the age of 5 it's the scariest thing you'll ever know and when it hits you you may not be ready but how can you be ready for something you've never known and when its here and your scared and the one you want to run to is running at you what happens when you collide what happens when they're not there comforting you what happens when they expect what you need more what happens when my dream falls apart what happens when no ones there to pick up the pieces because no one knows its happening is the mask that's never been removed so stuck that when i finally need to remove it that it takes me with it. what happens when you fall and you're angel's not around?