winter

the times get longer the days grow colder leaves are stickers on the wet cement and i'm freezing deep down there's nothing to let out and too much to keep locked in so i'll save it for tomorrow it's strangling me from the inside out and it comes from the outside in a smile is all i ask for but i just screw things up it's too convenient to be fake sometimes much more to my appearance it counts as too little evidence and does me scarely any justice no, you can't know who i am these pains are mine fingers grasping onto a broken core winter comes, winter stays and everything freezes in place it's ridiculous how much i need you right now more than anything else i shouldn't be needing anybody else and i shouldn't save that mindset but there's so much more than what lies on the surface more power to you if you can crack me if you can figure out how i tick please, let me know because i'm dying here