love is a dangerous word

the sun is beautiful streaming through this window but there are words that go unspoken and i don't mind so much as you do some things are just a little bit harder and some things need time to heal and you don't care so much as i do i guess the sun comes out for a reason just like how the rain has a purpose - wash me clean i'm getting sick of impurities no, no one is perfect but there's too much imperfection in me i have enough for the both of us as if you would ever notice and the skin spends time itching i cringe and i am crippled sometimes this sun is blinding there's too much in this for you i don't have the strength for it all though capability is lost, i go on unconquered these clouds are taking over i see in black and white in you, too much perfection, it's this non-existing light i'd like to pretend it's fine sure, i'd like to believe it's perfect and i really wish this didn't hurt so much that's why "love" is a dangerous word