dear jesus:

it's a fear of growing older my sun is fading day is ending i don't understand why i feel this way lord, give me strength jesus, help me i should feel better about everything i just want to fall asleep and never wake up my stomach is continuously turning my hands consistently cold while my mind reaches from the nearest answer and gets handfuls of smoke just when things were getting better i fell back inside the shadoes growing closer the walls are caving in around me darkness is left to consume my world there's no light at the end of this tunnel only silence and my heart has grown cold i feel i shall never cry again dear jesus i need help.