lifeline

i'm still afraid of the dark sometimes i still need a hand to hold i want to crawl into bed next to you i just hate to be alone especially tonight you're telling me that i'm strong i'll pull through, like i've done before somehow, it's a little more complicated i don't want to hold on forever i'm still scared of the monsters under my bed and i've always had a few skeletons in my closets but i don't feel like hiding anymore i don't feel like fighting anymore i 'm still afraid of what awaits me in my sleep these nightmares last a lifetime while i dream away my lifeline i'm too cold tonight too lost here by myself i'm drowning i'm too weak to be strong anymore there's too much pain in me and too much ignorance in you this sickness is eating away at my insides it's knawing away at my brain sanity is sleeping away i might lose it all this time put me on stand-by find me another lifeline or i might just die