this one is long, but i like it

This time, it's different I have hope now There is a light ahead There are colors now There is a time to go A life to live Time stood still for a moment I just want rest I don't want to think anymore No more worries No more pain No more haunting memories The intricate designs make Twisted patterns on the ceiling The shadows pain the walls And, for a moment, time stood still A language I cannot understand An essence of what I once knew Something so familiar That never goes away I don't want to think anymore No more I think too much There's no getting around it In my mind, I know the gears are winding And there's no escaping it There's no escaping the past Graffiti of you all over my head You are carved in stone Set as a reminder And there's no escaping it There's no escaping you There was once a time of laughter Carelessness was never sought It always was Always And the rain would come And we would dance And the clouds would make animals in the skies overhead And now there is nothing Do you hear me? Nothing. And I don't want to be in this place.