I watch
The tear drops roll down your cheek
The salt water leaves me weak 
And I cant open my mouth
I cant speak
You sit in a room all alone
No one to talk to on the phone
I used to call, now with little to say
So instead I’ll leave you 
And let you pray 
To a god who sits on his throne 
Listening to everyone moan
And in the end 
You feel like you wanna scream
Like no one listens
Like this life is fucked up 
And its all a bad dream
Think about the blade 
And what its done
All the scars it left 
Where there should be none
On your perfect skin
So smooth I remember its touch
Like velvet warming me up 
Deep inside where no one else goes 
But inside you fall to pieces
Pretending your alone
And that there is 
No one to make you whole 
But there was one who would have tried
Had you gave him a go 
But you left him out in the cold
You let him feel alone
Its the best thing that could have been
Its the best thing that will never be
I dont pretend to know anything
But I know that your not alone