id ask to hear you say you love me
but im sick of all your lies
dont sit there and tell me you dont know
when you've really known all this time

i cant explain how much my heart hurts
your holding it so you tell me
someone ripped it out of my chest
and threw it out for the world to see

sometimes i actually wonder
what my life might have been
if when i saw that gurl walking
if i had never let her in

not gunna be the same again
no matter how hard i try
might not even be there for you
depending on if you lie

the one thing that would probably hurt the most
is happening before i have even left
wuts it matter now shes just like the rest
but hey i guess thats just the thanks i get

you will probably never even get to see
so you will obviously never know
how long have you been holding on to him
better yet when did you let me go

so ask me if i feel the same
ask me if i cried today
well i dont know cuz im confused
and yeah i did cuz i cant handle this pain

things will never be the same between us
as long as you hold his name
i wonder how long you've wanted this
how much you just want it to be the same

how many years is it now 
since his dicks been in her mouth?
your were away at band camp
was it out side or over at his house???

I dont even know if you like him
cuz you keep calling him like you do
so then where does that leave me
tossed away forgettn like ur grey shoes

but its okay i guess cuz whatever
it makes you happy so then so am i
but dont come crying back to me
when he shoots his load in another chicks eye

you said that it would hurt you the most if i started
likeing some one else??? you beat me to it i guess