i took my time, did i take too long?
i hope that i don't wrong
cause this time i'm sure but im still scared
that one day you might not be there

took a look for a while 
trying hard to find some clearness
to this illusion
take a walk in the dark 
maybe there we'll find the answers
to our confusion

cause i need a reason 
something to believe 
and i've found a meaning 
but it's gone if you leave 
cause i know the feeling 
of how it is to be lost
i'm willing to give it all 
if you would stay with me

one day i hope to be awake 
long enough to find what's real
but then again i love my dreams
imagination's 

what i need

to be free 
i've gota let go of 
all the fake things that i belong to 
i've got to face what's in me
maybe then i'll find the courage 
to fly to you... 

a love but not now