Posted: 2006-01-25 12:04:53 UTC
SO I WAS BORED. YES, AGAIN. SEE, I REALLY AM PATHETIC. SO ANYWAY, I JUST FELT LIKE POSTING AGAIN. MY COUSIN HASN'T EVEN READ THIS ONE YET, SO IT WILL PROBABLY BE THE SUCKIEST THING EVER. OH WELL. HONESTY IS THE BEST POLICY! PEACE, LOVE, AND HAPPINESS. Courtney

Sitting here all alone with no place to hide.
Sitting here all alone with only words in my mind.
Making sure I'm still breathing 'cause I've given up on believing.
Making sure I'm still stable 'cause I don't think I'm able.
Trying to find a place to go from here.
Trying to find myself, so can you lend me your ear?

Can't you hand me the liquor any quicker?
I'm drinking away my fears.
I don't want to hear anymore of your lectures.
I'm counting the moments until I'm out.

Waiting for that chance to rearrange my life.
Waiting for that chance to go through with a fight.
Hoping for a special moment where I define myself.
Hoping for a special moment where I don't need anyone's help.
Feeling like I'm drowning in my sorrows.
Feeling like I'm drowning and won't wake up tomorrow.

Can't you hand me the liquor any quicker?
I'm drinking away my fears.
I don't want to hear anymore of your lectures.
I'm counting the moments until I'm out.

Oh, I'm drinking so fast.
Oh, how come it won't last?

I want to taste the world 'cause it's the only thing that will quench my thirst.
I want to taste the world, and if I don't my mind might just burst.
I want to speak my words like a famous philosopher.
I want to speak my words and have them be heard.
I want to touch every part of the earth possible.
I want to touch, but not have my mark be invisible.

Can't you hand me the liquor any quicker?
I'm drinking away my fears.
I don't want to hear anymore of your lectures.
I'm counting the moments until I'm out.


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2006-01-08 16:23:58A Lonely Song
This song might seem confusing, but it's an inner battle. It's going back and forth between hiding and wanting to open up. Peace, Love, and Happiness. Courtney

2006-01-17 22:22:35 Kirsty (living in the light)
SOOOO Dramatic I love it I know how it feels when you have an inner fight i had one with emotions over church and my really special friend leaving please read my poetry

2006-01-20 23:26:07Awakening Me
"I want to speak my words like a famous philosopher. I want to speak my words and have them be heard." I know How you feeL! It seem like no one is listening. I mnea, they hear it, but that doesn't mean they actually are understanding and listening! No one in my house understands, listens, or even tries to. I mostly talk to myself!