lOst sOul
By sOulwrEcker •
i feel so helpless, cold and alone
ive had so many sleepless nights and yet
it seems that i cant remember whats on my mind
call me stupid, call me blind
maybe foolish and unkind
for not letting a somebody
be a someone for me
i always hate rejection
but i never intended to hurt anyone
thats the reason why i ran away from it all
hiding myself hoping i will not fall
but the more i hide the deeper the scars remain
and i end up hurting everybody
including me
then i find myself hoping
somehow, someday, someone would find his way to me
and lead me somewhere, anywhere but here
but it will never happen, never even imagined it would come true
for i am a nobody
a lost soul
always hungry for love, always searching
but never finding
always hoping, forever praying
that this hole in my heart be filled with someone's undying love
at the right moment, at the right time
the right person
with the right love...