i sit alone and wonder
if i did the right thing

will i be forgiven
does anyone care

where am i going
is it the right place

if i fall 
will any one catch me

if not will i
be helped up off the ground

my heart is beating slowly
my eyes fill with tears

i ask you if 
you love me

and i am full of fear
for i dont want to know

i hate myself for
the things i have done

the only question i ask
is can i forgive me