questions of me

i sit alone and wonder if i did the right thing will i be forgiven does anyone care where am i going is it the right place if i fall will any one catch me if not will i be helped up off the ground my heart is beating slowly my eyes fill with tears i ask you if you love me and i am full of fear for i dont want to know i hate myself for the things i have done the only question i ask is can i forgive me