i feel like my life is passing me by
a week of nothing happening
it gets to me, and i wonder if i should cry?
when nothing is happening, is it appropriate to cry?
boredom pokes me in the eyes..

what am i doing??
life is looming..
nothing is very promising..
short-lived and reminising..
something is definitely missing
i feel like my life is shifting
my life is changing
rearranging
and all i find i'm feeling about it
is contstant hating
debating whether or not this is good or not
waiting to find out if it's going 
to get any better or not.

what do i want right now?
i don't know.
but i know it's not what i've got.
i thought i would be satisfied with love and pot
but i'm quickly seeing
that i need more.
i need more obviously.. because we are just getting more and
more bored.
might as well die if this is all that's in store
there has got got to be something else out there..
there has got to be something better going on
there has got to be something entertaining..
something not so draining...
something that's not constantly RAINING on our parade
there has got to be something new to say
every new day feels like a continuation of the last day
everything is so much THE SAME
and it's so fucking LAME.