Confused

as i sit and ponder things wondering what tomorrow brings knowing not what to say knowing not from day to day i look at me and begin to sigh i look at my life and begin to cry nothing is as it should be the life that i had planned for me so alone and confused knowing not which way to choose so i sit here pondering things wondering what tomorrow brings will i live through another day will i feel the same way with each emotion that i share i wonder why i even care as the tears roll down my face i try to figure out my place sadd and lonely as can be with a emptiness inside of me no these feelings i cant explain all i know is i feel the pain knowing not what is expected of me for these emotions is all i see written by C.R 5-8-02