It was my very first time,
And I said I was fine.
But deep down inside,
I knew I had lied 

Not knowing what to do,
It all was so new.
Hearing about it before,
They said it’ll help for sure.

Slowly I decided I wanted to try,
My lifes so hard, I needed to fly.
With that one smoke is where it began,
But my problems were still there again.

Maybe that’s it, it wasn’t enough,
If I do it again I might feel tough.
One more time and then I’m done,
Not realizing what had begun.

Twenty years later I lay in bed,
I couldn’t stop, now I’m almost dead. 
All my dreams had fallen apart,
Just for that smoke I thought was smart.