Forgetting to Remember

I forgot to love you today I forgot the right words to say I forget all the problems you had I forgot that this world was nothing but bad I forgot all the issues that go on at home I forgot that I was here and was still all alone I forgot to care about things in this life I forgot that caring caused nothing but strife I forgot that my pulse meant my heart was still beating I forgot that breathing meant life I was cheating Then I remembered why I was here I remembered the direction I was steered I remember the bad things I want to forget I remember the days my life on fire was set I remember the school days I wanted to cry I remember the days I still want to die I remember the things I long to forget I remember these things I'll come to regret