The ringer on my phone is working
i got a private call just now
but it wasnt her
so i'm still here trying to figure it out
why this heartbreak has consumed me 
taken away my mind and soul
darkeness covering my life
like kenny's face and that mole
wow, a joke
its not funny but i didnt think i had it in me
i guess that's just my attempt
at trying to make myself happy
my heart is beating regularly now
so maybe the heartbreak is over and done 
just like my dream 
of me and Brianna becoming one
this is the time i would touch my cross
and hold it tight never letting go
and if i got confused or misguided
it would always let me know
which way to go and
it would instill in my heart what to do
but now everything is clouded
just because now i've lost you
i gave you everything i had
my love and my heart
but now i'm left counting minutes, seconds
that my heart's been breaking since we've been apart