Gone

Why can't life be like a diary Where you can rip out the unwanted pages Like you ripped out my heart And walked out on me, not caring But i miss you Now you're gone i see the perks Of you small, annoying quirks God do i miss you You hated my shirts I hated your skirts It's kiling me missing you When i ran a finger across your silky skin I felt content, my life complete When i kissed your soft, rose petal lips It was a feeling nothing can beat It was like a hazy dream you leaving My living nightmare, awake, without you Your words, soft, stopped tears But they misled me, i'll love for years You may have left, but life goes on Or does it? I cry myself to sleep It's like a lifelong promise you can't keep I wanted to marry you god dammit! I guess depression is now a habit Now a reality, now that you're gone