How Can They Say? (*)

What was I thinking? What was wrong with me? Here I was, gradually sinking, And you just watched me… I fell for you like a star, Oblivious to the pain you’d cause. Amazing I was able to get this far With out needing to just breathe and pause. (Chorus) I relied on you, could confide in you But you thought it was pretend How can they say you fall into love, When the falling really happens at the end? I feel myself losing control over my emotions, I’m drowning in this mind numbing pain How can they say it’s a dream come true When the real dream only appears After the aching of the nightmare is through I’m an idiot, this I already know But since when do you take control of my life? To me, you’re nothing but melted snow Or the skin cut off by a rusty knife. I wish I could just forget you all together And everything that I thought you ever meant, Besides, what’s so great about forever? When forever isn’t anything but a goddamn argument? (Repeat chorus) Oh please…make me forget Take this pain away from my heart… How can I live life like this? When it’s tearing my happiness apart? (Repeat chorus) What was I thinking…? What was wrong with me…?