After everything, everything we ever said, I still don’t
understand you. After all the things you said to me, and I
believed and said back, I still don’t understand why. Even
now I can’t believe you were with me, for the whole night,
and I still don’t understand why, you would want to lie.
You always knew I could trust you, until then. After all the
bullshit you fed me with, I still loved you and after all
the tears you left me with, I still forgave you. I always
wanted you to know how much you meant to me, and then I told
you. Saying the same back to me, I guess I couldn’t
believe what I was hearing. After everything I have ever
felt, and after every time I have ever cried, I love you,
still and I still don’t understand why. I guess it’s a
question I will always ask myself, and never answer.


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