my mistakes 
seem to be
the only thing
remembered
not my glories
not my accomplishments
but the times when 
i was so low
i couldn't even see the top
of my figurative prison
only the times 
when i've had the metaphorical
trigger to my head
or a razor to my wrist
but everyones missing
the real me
by choice of judgement
one mistake doesn't define
who u are
but how u learn from that
mistake determines who u'll be
Yet i'm trapped in
mistakes i've made
 but damn i'm only human
i still feel
and i still breathe
and i still continue 
altho i know
 to you all i'll ever 
be is not enough