Why do you cause me so much pain?

How can i still love you you broke me in two never to look back on what you did i fell for your lies i fell for your habits I fell for you mistake, and i fell for you i can't beleive you could do this to me hate me for something i didn't do hate me for being who i am why do i still love you? why do i feel this way about you? Knowing that you don't love me knowing we will never be together it hurts me to think about it a pain that just wont leave a pain that will haunt me till the day i leave