What if

What if you could take back all the bad things you’ve said or done? What if you have never tooken any risks? How bad do you want certain things done? What about your life would you change? I've seen this all b4 I've heard it all b4 I just can’t seem to tell myself that all this is real All the shit we’re going through Most of it all lies But no matter what it all did happen Hard to believe what i say is true I can feel his eyes going through me Just like they did b4 Though not the first time I was scared like a little girl Scared to sleep Afraid to stay awake Hey tore right through me But left unsaid he did I'm scared to leave Knowing he will be back My mind is breaking down While my body is already dead He left me here alone I can feel the rough touch slowly creeping over me He’s back He’s back Ohh GOD please help me He’s back Now I am here left alone Crying through all this pain I'm hiding in the light And crying in the dark Please remember my name And by which I was remembered Now I am free Free to live in no fear For I am sleeping In my own bed Deep in the earth Were nobody can find me Or hurt me So thank you for being there Even though you knew me not And put it out there that I am now free