Why

Why should I take you when I could have him? Why do you deserve me? Why does it all have to be this way? Why can’t you make things easier instead of harder? Why make my life a living hell? Why can’t we just start over? Why not just forget everything we stand for? Ohh wait I know the last one Cuz then that would mean you could take over me Like none have before None except for one Whose name will remain a secret You can’t have me Not now Not ever I have tried so hard to fine myself lost in me But I know I cannot do this Without his help Not yours You make me forget what I stand for You make me lose myself agen You try to take over me Like so many have tried before But only he can unlock me Only he can make my boundaries fall He gives me the strength that I need He can make me weak til I beg for him to stop But then agen If he can do these things Then why? Why do you try so hard to make me yours? Why not give up now? Why couldn’t you see what you were doing to me? Why not fall instead of being proud? Why can’t we not be an ‘us’? Why does all this shit happen to me? Hwy does everything that starts out good end up a mess? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why?