WHEN I SEE YOU IN HEAVEN

I know it only has been a year since you passed away but it seems like a century to me I wish more then anything in this world that I, could just hear your voice one last time but of course that can not ever be. There are somedays where I almost pickup the phone and call but then I realize you are gone, and once again my heart and soul are filled with tears again all I wanna do is curl up into a ball and ask the question why did you leave me without saying goodbye to me? Yes I know that only god knows that answer and things happen for a reason but why must the pain hurt so bad. When I see you in heaven I'm going to hug you, and squeeze you so tight your going to say stop I can't breathe but I can't help it that's how much I miss you even more then these words say. When I see you in heaven I'm going to tell you how much you really mean to me and I would never trade our friendship for anything else in this world no matter what anyone else has ever said. More and more each day I try to tell myself not to miss you so much but my eyes seem to fill with tears anyway I, wish there was someway I can see you one more time and tell you how much I love you but when I see you in heaven I'm not only going to tell you how much I love you I'm never going to let you go again I love you now, and forever my friend rest in peace. I miss you!!!