IT ONLY HURTS WHEN I BREATHE

I remember as it were yesturday when all I had to do was think about what t.v. show was coming on so I could watch it never in my wildest dreams did I, think it was going yo ever be like this. It only hurts when I breathe it goes something like this everytime I see someone with their family I get a sharp pain in my heart so much so that it hurts when I, breathe. When I think about everthing I've gone through in my lifetime all the hurt and paint the neverending nightmares the tears of abandament all the nights I cried because there was no one ever in sight you could hear a pin drop so once again I'm back to it hurts when I, breathe. When is this pain gonna stop? Well I guess theres no answer I hear silence so that can only mean one thing and one thing only theres no answer in sight for me all I know is it hurts when I, breathe like a sharp pain deep down inside my heart.