Deep within My Heart I Call you Father

Once again my heart is filled with sadness and it's getting to the point where I don't even need to explain anymore because the reason is pretty clear to everyone as always let's face it my father has never been around, and that is always on my mind. Deep within my heart I have someone to call father ok, you ask yourself what is the problem then? Well it goes like this even though I call this person my father he has his own life to proceed and, it does not include me of course but he is what I would want my dad to be like loving, caring and lets not forget those hugs that make you feel safe and warm again. Deep down inside I wish you were my father sometimes more days then others and sometimes it hurts so bad that I could cry but oh, well......who am I. Deep down within my heart I wish you were there at night to say its ok to go to sleep when you have those bad dreams just remember I love you always deep down inside that is why I call you father.