Tearful Anxieties

Tearful Anxieties As these tears trickle down I realize my fears as my heart pounds my flesh cold as the ground body weak , I cannot speak these fears are taking over me I can no longer see who I am or what’s even me I am afraid of losing you my body, doesn’t know what to do as these tears trickle down my screams , make no sound I just lay down waiting for sanity to come swallow me as these tears trickle down anxiety wraps its arms around me I can no longer breathe but in my eyes its your face I see one day I hope I can see past the painful fury that this hatful life has subjected me to but I know that all my love goes to you as these tears trickle down blood flowing, smoothly now painful images of losing you, subside now your holding me as I cry the attack is now over I can open my eyes swallow my fears, remember them another time for this moment is ours you wipe my tears as they trickle down listen to my heart as it pounds then pick me up off the ground - Jenn ‘05