the lie

when i think of you i smile i think of what i did and cry when i cry i think about how much i will hurt you when i tell you i lied to you i did it again and i hope you can forgive me this one last time! i needed you, but it was too early it was repeating itself in my mind like a broken record i needed you bad i wanted you even more but i couldn't have you! i went to draw but i remembered that that was where i hide my razor. it starred me in the face , i felt it screaming out at me, "JUST DO IT DORTHY IT WILL MAKE EVERYTHING BETTER" i couldn't do it any longer.....