finally i realise 
finally i see 
that cutting does nothing 
good for me 

i've managed before 
i will succeed 
i will not do it 
i'll banish the need 

i don't know how long 
this positive will last 
right now i don't want 
my arms in a cast 

please do not praise me 
when my blades i do part 
coz i'll probably end up 
right back at the start.