What can you do when you just cannot feel, 
A numbness set in, a wound that won't heal, 
Nothing can change the things that were said, 
Things that will stay with me until i am dead. 
I lost everthing that i once treasured so dear, 
The meaning, the memories, now all so unclear. 
I wanted an end, an escape, or release, 
But i'm staring into a void, the pain won't cease. 
Shock revelations that cut to the bone, 
Yet the cause of this shock to me is unknown. 
I don't know what i want, confusion is strong, 
I just guess i wanted to find somewhere i belong. 
Conflicting emotions are tearing me apart, 
I thought it was the end, turns out its just the start...