True feelings

You said you would never love me I knew you were not lying I was still ignorant I fell for you Now you love someone else And i am left with the sorrow, and pain I just can't bare to think of you with anyone else It kills me inside You have no idea how i feel How i am breaking down inside How many times i have cut my wrist cause of you How i cry to be with you But i know it will never come true Its just a fairytale in my head Which i keep rewinding and playing again Knowing we will never be one Never to the end So i still cut I still weep away my fears till i no longer exsist no longer can feel this heartbreak till i can be ignorant no more Never is the end