i just keep wondering
im getting further away
from reality that is
i love my dreams
the forest is getting deeper
my vision is worse
the affects are coming
those pills i took
their ruinning my dream
my feet their heavier
through my eyes i cant see
how do i get back
someone help me
why did i fall asleep
i realy do care
its them they dont 
their never there
mammys always working 
daddys drunk and stoned
but your friends
they care
they are always there
but there not now are they?
they would be if they could
i argue with myself
but its to late
i myself have decided my fate
im going to die 
but not a lony child
if i had just taken time
to look
and see
my friends 
although different
are really there for me
with a stab in the back
and blinding pains
i die
but not a lonly child 
im not alone
im not alone