you make it that much harder sometimes.
you take it past the point
where i lose my mind.
was that really necessary?
on the contrary you appear
to have a heart; but you pierce mine
with this poison dart.
how could i miss the signs 
screaming "HYPOCRIT"?

i guess it's not that attractive
i guess it really would bring
a negative reaction;
and i know that's not what
you're looking for; underneath it all
just another guy looking to score.
i won't pour out my heart
for that.

i'll never know
because you refuse to show.
a sentimental piece of dirt
and you try to make it hurt.
but it's numb
and i'm doing just fine.

crouching in the dark
from flashing lights
i don't want to come out
the timing doesn't feel right.
is it all in my head?
am i really that dead?

could there be something more?
is there something i was put here
and meant for?
are you really that sure?
cause i'm not.
i know i'm going to ruin
my one and only shot.

get out there; take a chance
let your hair down and dance
like no one's watching..
i can't..
cause i'm really not that hot.
another pretty face;
another easily erased.

i'm really not that good
stop nagging if you would
don't tell me that i should.
don't dicate what i do
i'm not like you
don't worry about me
i'll pull through.
but now i'm not so sure..
not so sure about you.

love michelle.