I cant find the words 
to describe how I feel 
its just become too hard 
to find any indication of what is real. 
Walking through my mind 
I've been searching for the answers 
my heart has become a hive 
housing swarms of emotions. 
I feel we cant 
go on any longer, it's just a waste of time 
I feel you won't 
even understand the places I am coming from.