Suddenly I’m raw
My body and soul
Open for everyone to see
These holes in myself
In which the lies are seeping through

My friends are finding the scars
And they ask questions
I'm begging to forget 
Which lie I’ve told to whom
 And the pain is starting to show

As slowly more scars show,
‘I got into a fight’ and
‘Oh, I fell over last night’
Just don’t seem to work anymore

They think I can’t see them
Pulling faces and laughing at me
I can’t help that I hurt so much
I'm not sure how to fix myself

I feel stupid, a mess, a slut,
If everyone else can handle it,
Why can’t i?
Why am I such a failure?

I’ve played with death many times
And one day I know ill win
This pain will end one day
It will be ended by me.
Because I cant hold it in an anymore.