Reassurance
By lele •
I wanna know that I can leave the house
I wanna know that you won't sneak a bitch in here when I am not around
I wanna know that I can leave the key
And you won't make a copy so another bitch can come in with ease
I wanna know that when you out alone
That you not texting me you love me while another bitch is on the phone
I wanna know that your heart won't change
In case life takes up my time and you decide that you don't wanna stay
I wanna know that I can cry my pain
And you won't seek shelter in someone else's arms just to hide from my rain
I wanna know that you can take the waves
Feel them ripple off your skin, you take it in and you are left unfazed
I wanna know that I am yours to take
Not for granted, I've been slanted by your previous adultered ways
You talk a lot but don't got much to say
It's easy playing thief when no effort gets what you want anyway
That's my fault but I guess it's okay
I don't wanna regret loving you cause that just puts a heart to waste
You like me begging, you like me insane
My desperation's your sensation, feeling needed, can't let go the taste
You crave attention the most toxic ways
I'm no better, I don't let up, assume position the role I play