Please tell me how to deal
With this pain that's so real. 
I sit and cry on my own
No one with me, I'm alone. 
It's not my heart, you see
It's purely physical that's gotten me. 
It hurts so much, I want to die
All I do is sit and cry. 
Subjected to needles constantly 
Just one more thing to hurt me. 
I can't walk and I can't drive
Why the hell am I alive!?!! 

©Manic Angel