They did not invite me to this poor party.

I start my speech with the phrase of the singer Cazuza,
where I see people in a work environment despising those who
are not pulling bags, or devalue the less favored.
Suddenly, I see that within Education lies lies, and what I
dreamed, seems to be a nightmare.
And I note that it is not only politicians who disparage
education professionals, but many colleagues in the same
profession, who are such, but certainly will not be left to
seed, all of a sudden we will all decompose ourselves when
we die and are buried .
I do not understand why people boast about the little,
despise people less favored with education, say they should
pull cart, does the person himself, would leave a pendestal
to clean the very secrecy that leaves in the toilet? ? I
wonder if in my 30 years of profession, I'm in a school
without friendship, without commitment, some wanting to take
the work of the other ?! I'm tired, full retirement has not
left yet.
And the worst, the new governor-elect in Sao Paulo, does not
want the population to study, and the ministers say that if
they raise the salaries of teachers and other education
professionals, Brazil will bankrupt, I do not understand,
our politicians, councilors, deputies, senators, judges,
have up to the 14th salary, tie aid, help for the study of
children, and we teachers, many sick, readapted, with
accumulated positions, and many other things, I know they
still have thousands of good professionals in the area of
​​Education. And, they also have the bad guys. And so,
if we go, we are humiliated, and since many of us are not
pulling bags, and want the best for public education, I
wonder what our future will be like, our children, without
life, without conditions of good work?
This is São Paulo, Secretary of Education, South Board 1,
where I spent in schools and I have been in a long time,
that often I regret the lack of sincerity, friendship that
they have in it.
Even so, I am grateful for the Paulista, Brazilian, and
public education, since only in graduation did I go to a
Private Institution, Chemistry at the Ibirapuera University.
The other courses, in the public school, where I learned to
value my teachers, and colleagues.
I've gotten too discouraged today! Sadness hits my chest,
and tears my heart!
Teka Castro.
Professor of Chemistry, writer, mother, daughter, wife,
sister, sister-in-law, aunt. With a beautiful family, and a
profession so beautiful, and so despised.
São Paulo, December 20, 2018.
12:46 a.m. Hot summer day.