I dont know what to do.
 Hello, mom. Hello, dad. I love you, always.
 I wish I didn't hide my feelings from you. 
Maybe I'd be more comfortable in my skin. 
I try to find myself in men but I need to find myself in
me.
 I keep holding on to this idea that my value depends on the
presence of a man and I think it's because I could never get
my dad to stay.
 Why did he leave so much? 
I begged and begged but he still walked away.
 I'm not worthy of that love.