Remember the day that we first met?
Getting to know you even after the party. That I won't
regret.

Being with you for a year and a half; that was great.
But all my mistakes and losing you. That I'll hate.

July 19 at Seal Beach was the time I first got with you.
But my stupid mistake with my ex was my worst choice.
I still can't believe you gave me another chance.
I was truly happy and I wanted to rejoice.

You recall when we told everyone that your nephew was our
son?
That was incredibly hilarious and so much fun.

You were wearing black and blue. You looked oh so good.
Later that night, we went to eat and got a lot of food.

We've had a lot of ups and downs but I want you to know:
Even though we're not together I still love you so.
A day might come sadly when I'll have to let you go
But believe me when I say I will miss you though

When we joked about having kids, in the back of my mind, I
really wanted to be a father.
Yet the way that we played, some thought I shouldn't even
bother.
I thought things were so great, that things were going so
well.
But this year was freaking stressful for us it felt like
Hell.

I wanted to be there for you. Help you out with money, with
school, and move into my place.
Anything to see that beautiful smile on your face.

I should been more understanding when you lost Red, right up
to Tangie.
I thought about the relationship becauske I felt that we
could still be happy.

I acted a fool. That wasn't cool. I couldn't even focus on
school.
I was playing victim. I felt dumb. I even acted as a kid.
Though you builds walls and are busy, I don't want to lose
you. God forbid.

We've had a lot of ups and downs but I want you to know:
Even though we're not together I still love you so
A day might come sadly when I'll have to let you go
But believe me when I say I will miss you so