I'm falling for a woman

I am falling for a woman I do not know. And probably never will. Her kindness and love lifted me when I thought all was lost still..though I have kissed her cheeks a thousand times, we have never touched .. She has seen me like no one has, broken and destroyed and yet she did not run. Why.. But still.. I am afraid to give I am afraid to let go ... I am afraid to trust ... I am afraid she already knows..