Do you ever feel a need to cry 
But have no tears..
Had a reason to hurt
But felt no pain..
Mentally abuse self..
Running from thoughts..
Not wanting to believe..
Whats real.?
They call it life..
The only feeling..
Physical abuse self..
Focus on the pain..
Now I see..
Now I feel..
Now I know..
My blood was proof..
With no more blood to shed..
Now I believe..
But dont cry for me..
Life goes on..