Bottled Up

I keep pretty much everything I feel bottled up inside I do it to keep myself from hurting people But this feeling, I can't ignore no matter how hard I try I tried to bottle it up and hold it back, but it's just not happening But it's a feeling that I actually really like I like this feeling because it's a positive one instead of negative I know it's a feeling of peace, happiness, hopefulness, and worthiness The voices haven't started chewing at my mind since we started this thing between us They haven't said that I don't deserve you and that I'm not worth your time It'a making me think that maybe you are what's good for me, but how would I know This feeling will probably never stay bottled up This feeling will probably continue to grow forever If not forever, then a long time I can't play any games like you do though because that's not how I'm made But if you want to act a certain way, then I can too I'm not trying to make you mad or anything I'm just trying to get you to realize what exactly it is you mean to me